i also feel like a huge fucking idiot because i think about you at least 15 times a day and you probably don’t think about me at all
you’re a really great guy, and now i’m scared. i’m scared because i’m starting to have actual feelings for you and even though you may feel the same, something in me keeps saying “no he doesn’t, he’s going to leave if you don’t please him” and i don’t want you to leave
please, please, let this guy have something real and genuine with me. we both really need it.